I try to be strong, to not complain alot and not let the things that bother me show. Sometimes i think i try to hard. I shut people out, becuase i get scared. Scared of really opening up to them. Scared that they will find my weakness's. I dont get close to alot of people, i only trust a certain few. And the ones i trust, i am to afraid to ask for help. I dont want people to think im weak, that i cant handle what life throws me. But i think i give off the wrong impression when it comes to this. I can only handle so much.
I need help
I need a hug
I need someone to talk to
I need to know people care about me
I need to hear the honest truth
I need advice
I need to stop saying im fine when im not
I need for someone to realize that even tho i say im fine, im not
I need someone to force me to talk about everything
I need to feel in control again
If anyone knows how to make the comment thing work please IM me. Yay tomorrow
Matt,
Katie and a bunch of other theater kids including myself are all going to see The Yellow Boat, which we put on earlier this year, i must say i am very excited!
I promise real entries will be comming soon but for now read any of these
DC
Matt&Jack
Jaclyn
Kenzie
